오늘 나.. 많이 울었다.. Today i cried alot.. ㅠㅠ
people are highing with JYJ showcase i’m at home crying.. LOL i cry not because of JYJ.. it’s because of my personality problem.. LOL
i dunno why i will look down at myself.. chinese is :看小自己~ i dunno.. i felt that what i do.. i always do wrong~ i cant do well in every single thing.. and i dont know what’s the positive of myself.. I REALLY DUNNO! I LOST IN KNOWING MYSELF~ㅠㅠ Haihh~ i think i’m lost in my own sense too.. i dont have fashion sens.. or whatever sense.. LOL i dunno how to choose even a single thing.. yet, i dunno i should retake piano GRADE 8(pratical).. by this month i need to confirm.. ㅠㅠ I REALLY DONT KNOW WHETHER i should take it OR NOT?i dont have confidence in myself also.. ㅠㅠ
and i’m not a great friend to my friends also.. i am not a good sister or a good daughter too.. ㅠㅠ i dunno why am i still surviving in this world…………….
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